Controlling my Grief Journey
I found this today in my Google Drive from 2019. I thought I would share my journey through Grief with you.... I am reading this book called Made for This by Jennie Allen. She wrote “somewhere I picked up the idea that if things did not feel right or fall perfectly into place, God was not in them. I thought obeying God should feel pretty easy and convenient…..if obeying seemed too uncomfortable, I likely would have decided that it wasn’t from God.” I saw myself in that. When Robyn is in control, I am looking for comfortable things. I enter situations knowing the beginning to the end already. I have weighed all the options and decided whether it was a good choice or a bad choice. I have rationalized and justified every detail. I have planned and scheduled and settled every detail. I like being in control. I prefer being self reliant. I have confidence in “me”. I have confidence in the lessons I have gained from...